Ek Akela Dou Gayaarah..






Wo aaj bahut dukhi tha, Afsurdha tha.

Akelepan ke dukh ko shidatt se mehsoos kar raha tha.

Ke aaj woh roya bhi hai.

Apno ke awaz dene par bhi wo unn ke pass nahi jaa raha tha,

Balke unn se door bhaag raha tha..

Kabhi idhar jaa kar chhup jaata to kabhi udhar.

Uss ke apney usse bulaate reh jate, Lekin woh suni un sunni kar deta.

Uss ke pyaare ne jab uss ki ye kaifiyat dekhi to kaha!. 

Kyu udaas ho??

Itne afsurdah kyu ho??

Kya pareshaani hai??

Kya gham hai?..

To woh balak balak kar roo diya..

Kehne laga... Tum kya janoo akele honey ka gham?!!

Tanha honey ka dukh..!!

Uss ki shiddatt ko tum kya samjhoo?!!

Maloom hai!? Jab aap ka sathi maujood nahi hota na ya woh kahin khoo jata hai, 

Yaa mil nahi raha hota hai..

Too aap adhoore hote hain.

Na mukammal hotey hain.

Aise hotey hain ke jaise aap ki koyi ahmiyat hi naa ho...

Aap ki koyi haisiyat hi naa ho...

Aur naa hi aap ki koyi waqiyat ho..

Jiss ka dil chahta hai aap ko mazeed koney se lagata huwa chala jaata hai...

Jiss ka dil karta hai aap ko side kar deta hai..

Uss ki nazar mein aap ki koyi ahmiyat hi nahi hoti..

Aap ek nakara maadha hotey hain. 

Jo ke bass wazan rakhe aur jagah ghere hai..


Maloom hai,! 

Mere sath bhi aisa hi hai.., Jab se mera sathi mujhe chhord kar gaya hai na..!!!

Logon ki nazar mein meri ahmiyat hi khatam ho gayi hai.

Mujhe koyi pochhta hi nahi..

Koyi khhatir me hi nahi laata.

Mera bhi dil karta hai ke main bahar jaun.. Duniya dekhun, Ghumon, Phiron.. bahar ki kuch mujhe bhi 

hawa lage...

Lekin nahi...

Mujhe to koyi pochhta hi nahi..

Mere to koyi parwah hi nahi karta...

Harr koyi uss ko pochhta hai jiss ke pass us ka sathi maujood hota hai...

Abhi woh yeh sab keh hi raha tha ke...

Utne mein koyi insaani awaz ayi....

Mil gaya... Mil gaya..

Aur koyi daudta huwa aya aur jhatt ussey pehan dala..

Wo apni dukh bhari dastaan sunanne wala apni keheta reh gaya.

Woh apne akele pan ke dard ko mazeed batana chahata tha..

Lekin jab uss ka sathi jo ke " Jooto'n ke rack ke neeche" Phans gaya tha.

Aur ek insaani wajood ne jab uss rack ko apni jagah se hatane ke baad usse dhoond dala.

Aur usse pehena to side par laga uss ka sathi bhi usse nazar aa gaya.


Aur uss insaani wajood ko ye baat samajh aai thi ke... haan waqayi..

Aik Akela Dou Gyaarah...

Aur...

Aik akela ek tanaha main kuch nahi...

Mil jaaye saathi to hojate hain bahut kaam.

Ke woh pada akela mouza.. To uss insaani wajood ko bhi kayi baar nazar aya tha..

Lekin bina saathi ke wo naa mukamal tha. 







Suno...!

Aaj ek khuwahish karna chahata hun..,

Laazmi nahi ke poori hoo..,

Koyi Zabardasti bhi nahi..

Koyi majboori bhi nahi..

Jaisa aap ka dil chahe, Waisa hi karna..

Magar...,,!

Ho sake to ek baar... Sath guzaara waqt zaroor yaad karna.

Aur dekhna ke main ne kisi bhi mouqa par aap ka sath chhorda ho.

Agar ye yaad na aye to ye yaad karne ki koshish karna ke main ne hamesha aap ki haan me haan milayi thi.

Agar ye bhi gawara na lage to...

To ye yaad kar lena ke kabhi aap ka iss larkey ko dekhe bina dil nahi lagta tha.

Agar ye bhi achha na lagey to ye yaad kar lena ke kabhi aap ki takleef par aansu meri aankh se bhi nikalte the.

Bass aur nahi kehena...

Janta hun...,

Ke... aap ke paas itna waqt nahi ke tum itna socho...,,

Phir bhi...,

Main aap se guzre waqt ki...... Bheek mangta hoon...

Bass yahi meri aakhiri khuwahish hai ke aap pehele ki tarah meri ban jao..

Main aap ke bina hamesha adhura raha hoon....